From this picture, I wanted to represent the mental and physical pain women face after marriage and how the husband is trying to endure it. It took me more than 40 days to take this photo.
I was waiting patiently for the perfect timing to capture the moment I wanted to express. This is a 100% natural photo taken using a 4*5 camera and an Ilford film sheet.
I am sorry... I don't know you were in the pain...
I can see you and trying to hide your pain in front of me...
I don't know how it looks like...A real pain...
I heard you're crying secretly & trying to hide it in the middle of the darkness.
But I heard it...
You don't know I am controlling my feeling and trying to hide tears of mine also...
I m waiting until you are pain away from your body... and I am trying to hide my tears also...
I am waiting until your pain went out... to hug you and kiss you strongly...
But I am worrying... Because pain is coming on the way again...
I still don't know how I can touch your body and giving my warmness that pain when touching your body...
- Sadun Bandara
